GREETED BY A MAN SAINT SOMEONE (FUCK ME JESUS!)
SAVE FUCKING ME! FROM THIS FUCKING PLACE CALLED EARTH! FROM THIS FUCKING FEELING CALLED LOVE! FROM THIS FUCKING SKIN OF THIS PERSON CALLED VICTOR FUCKING LIMA. SAVE ME FROM THE FUCKING HELL THIS FUCKING MONTH HAS BEEN, FROM THE HEADACHE, FROM THE HEARTACHE, FROM EVERYTHING THAT IS EVIL AND DOESN'T STOP. IT JUST WON'T STOP, IT'S ONE THING AFTER ANOTHER. WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO? TELL ME WHAT YOU MOTHERFUCKER THAT I CALLED GOD UNTIL TODAY! FUCK ME IF YOU CAN! SEEMS LIKE YOU JUST DID! I CAN'T GO ON LIKE THIS, SUICIDE IS NOT AN OPTION! NOT YET! THIS IS THE VIRUS OF LIFE! THIS IS THE SOUND OF MY LOSS! THE COMING OF A NIGHTMARE EVEN WORSE THAN SEEING MY FAMILY DIE IN FRONT OF MY EYES. "HOW ARE YOU?" "I AM JUST FINE! SPIT ON YOURSELF! SO BEAUTIFUL!"
I REGRET ALL! 2007 IS NOT SUPPOSE TO FUCKING HAPPEN! ERASE ALL! ERASE ALL THE TIMES, THE BEST TIMES, WHEN I COULD FINALLY SAY I WAS HAPPY! ERASE IT ALL BECAUSE ONLY THE SMELL OF ROTTING STANDS UP. I WANT TO KILL YOU BUT I CAN'T, BUT I WON'T, BUT I'M TOO TIRED TO DO ANYTHING. SLEEPING 5 HOURS A DAY IS GOOD, AT LEAST I FUCKING GET A 5 HOUR REST. THERE YOU GO, MY TIME OF HAPPINESS IS WHEN I'M ASLEEP. I GOTTA CLOSE MY EYES NOW. I WANNA BE HAPPY HOPING THAT TOMORROW I WILL BE OPENING THE GATES OF HEAVEN OR HELL. IT DOESN'T MATTER ANYMORE! IT JUST DOESN'T! I USED TO WANNA CUT THE VEINS IN MY NECK, COOL THOUGHT HUH? JUST GOTTA THANK YOU FOR THE SUFFERING! I NEVER WANTED TO DIE MORE THAN TODAY. ISN'T IT SWEET AS FUCK? YES, IT IS! SOGB (MAKE IT FOREVER)!
I REGRET ALL! 2007 IS NOT SUPPOSE TO FUCKING HAPPEN! ERASE ALL! ERASE ALL THE TIMES, THE BEST TIMES, WHEN I COULD FINALLY SAY I WAS HAPPY! ERASE IT ALL BECAUSE ONLY THE SMELL OF ROTTING STANDS UP. I WANT TO KILL YOU BUT I CAN'T, BUT I WON'T, BUT I'M TOO TIRED TO DO ANYTHING. SLEEPING 5 HOURS A DAY IS GOOD, AT LEAST I FUCKING GET A 5 HOUR REST. THERE YOU GO, MY TIME OF HAPPINESS IS WHEN I'M ASLEEP. I GOTTA CLOSE MY EYES NOW. I WANNA BE HAPPY HOPING THAT TOMORROW I WILL BE OPENING THE GATES OF HEAVEN OR HELL. IT DOESN'T MATTER ANYMORE! IT JUST DOESN'T! I USED TO WANNA CUT THE VEINS IN MY NECK, COOL THOUGHT HUH? JUST GOTTA THANK YOU FOR THE SUFFERING! I NEVER WANTED TO DIE MORE THAN TODAY. ISN'T IT SWEET AS FUCK? YES, IT IS! SOGB (MAKE IT FOREVER)!
posted by Necrophobic at 2:10 a.m.
3 Comments:
oubla! és um bom rapaz e tal.
mas esta tua cyber-faceta é real?
tas assim tão desesperado por atenção? tenta ser mais discreto ao menos...pk knd ando à procura de um bom serão de galhofa com os amigos, costumo vir visitar o teu blog...
as melhoras
Eu já tenho atenção suficiente, por mt pessimismo e tristeza que possa transparecer aqui, posso dizer que a mha vida n é má. O meu blog é apenas um sítio onde eu posso explodir e sim, ter outra faceta. Se me considerares triste, tudo bem, entendo perfeitamente, gosto kd as pessoas se divertem às custas do k aqui escrevo mesmo sabendo que me estão a gozar. E porquê? Porque aqui eu penso como sou importante para vocês. Como tu próprio dizes, sem mim terias de arranjar outra coisa para poder ter um bom serão. E como é bom ter vida própria. E como é bom poder contá-la e estar-me a cagar pró k possam achar de mim. Amigos eu tenho, atenção também, a cyber faceta é real, de facto kd me sento no pc fico tolo e começo a escrever coisas k se calhar n diria em público. Esclarecido? And the blog must go on...
Ah...e obrigado por me desejar as melhoras...se tiveres o meu msn vem falar comigo...pensei que já me conhecesses bem pra saber pk escrevo...
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