Songs written with your name on it

I can't believe it still grows on me, I just can't. Yes, you won but please, go celebrate somewhere else because I think I've lost something so important that it's going to take a while, a few couple of months to get myself back on business again.
Well, months later and I'm still the same and I still can't believe but it's true. We don't even speak, it's just...I don't know...say...nothing. I was listening to some love songs that I know you didn't like and laughed at me because I liked them. I gotta say, I just stopped, the songs remind me of you, of all the great moments that at least I think we've passed. And it still hurts (so I'm stupid, SO WHAT? KILL ME IF YOU CAN! YOU WON'T!).
Why am I writing this? Well, tonight I had a fucking dream so fucking AAAAAAAH! That made think about you, about your mouth, the kiss, your face, everything on you. At least in my dream I could kiss you once more and for a second, there was Mr. Victor on fucking Heaven again...and then back on Earth, waking up just before lunch.
What I wanted to know...is the fucking phenomenon that happens to many of us that makes us think about someone who once made us feel good and then fucked us and how to avoid the phenomenon.
Remember what I say just a few lines back that I just stopped listening to that goddamn love songs? I started just now again and it will never end, maybe in the near future...who knows?
MOMENTO TAKE THAT! "Whatever I said, whatever I did, I didn't mean it, I just want you back for good...want you back...want you back...want you back for good...".
SWITCH OFF! GOODBYE!